Announcement! x 2?
/*I have an Announcement! And it comes in two Parts! *Please read through til the end*
And If you know me, or maybe don't quite know me, this is a post I am hoping you pay attention to (yet, like life, it's ultimately up to you ;)
I Am officially Done
Done censoring myself and all that I hold near and dear to my heart <3
Maybe you thought I was already doing that. Maybe until recently I thought I was too…
But I'm a life learned people pleaser
Conflict Avoider and Keeper of Peace
Follower of my surroundings
Yet I know in my heart I was born to be a leader (which I have been trying most of my life to avoid. P.S. you were born to be one too, in case you forgot...or started to think, what makes her think she was born to be a leader!, Ha)
*We all are born leaders*
Leaders of the gift of life we have been given. With our own exquisite and unique nature that comes with our own learned perspectives of nurture
We all have our own sets of quirks and weirdness that accentuate our nature...often that arise from the nurture we receive, or lack thereof…
We all have “goodness” and “evil”
We all witness “darkness and “light”
We are all both the “Devil” and the “Divine”
And we all have our own unique spectrum for which we are attuned to live this life through.
Yet through all these differences, whether drastic or not
We all have the same cores
Cores as in basic needs
Cores as in life sustaining properties
Cores as in vulnerable and sensitive aspects and systems
We all desire to be seen, heard and loved for exactly who we are, as we are, in every given moment.
We all need water to survive, food to thrive, and love to have a reason to hold on to our lust to live and deep desires to more than simply exist.
We all experience emotions, as we all feel in some way shape or form, and we all deeply desire to belong or feel as if we are of the norm.
My nature is to build bridges
To Bring together Hope and love
To Acknowledge the Wholeness that each one of us is
I am love…
I believe we are all lovers at heart <3
But within my nature also comes destruction…
Not that of hate, cynicism, or greed
No, those are just distractions...
Destruction
As in taking apart that, which can no longer be repaired
Destruction, as in liquidation;
Turning what was once solidified into something malleable enough to flow and be free
Replacing those once hard lines with soft malleable hearts; opening and expanding like the unconditional love of a Mother...or father…
Or aunt.. or cousin...or friend...or stranger…
(Remember, soft, open, malleable lines of new, where definitions are derived and held accountable through the hearts of me and you)
So indeed, destruction,
of all that is not rooted in the purity of unconditional love that up till this point has refused to recede
Maybe you know me as the builder
Maybe you know me as the destroyer
Maybe you know me as the lover and the light
Maybe you know me as the fighter,
or darkness that hates the thought of sight
Maybe you know me as both,
having witnessed both sides of my coin
and all that sits (usually hidden)in-between,
But I'm here to tell you, it matters to me no more,
in which way that I am seen.
For I've finally found the point of pain that pushes me beyond care
And life's now no longer a game of truth or dare…it's all air..
Air.
As in Breath
As in Empty Space;
A canvas that gives potentiality in the purest of forms
But not pressured,
As I no longer feel the overwhelming need
To conform
Air.
Simply there.
For the Art of Breathing,
In and out as needed
The fog has cleared
And The humidity has lifted
Leaving all remaining obstacles ready to be swept away and shifted
So this big shift I'm feeling on the horizon, that is, my here and my now, felt important enough to share with those who all together breath this collective air
Because I deeply desire you to know that the path is clear for you too
To shift whatever it is that you deep down are needing to.
*But Not in the way that is clogging up the shift by smearing sh*t…
Translation: you don't need to use the clearing on your path to make yourself ENOUGH… or exactly x, y, or z….
Because you are already whole
and you are already free
You are more than, just...your current beliefs!!
(Can we take a moment to grasp that?)
Which is why I Am
Done
Done feeding facades that tell me I'm just this or just that..
Done stressing on all the probabilities and the facts…
And I'm spreading the message that:
You Are Here
And You Are Whole
And if you've been looking for it,
You have the permission (or the sign)
To live as free..
And I'm hoping that you'll also have the courage to
* BE YOU & BE FREE*
As well as the curiosity to follow along WITH the journey that is ME
*which leads us to the Second part of my Announcement! …which I thought I was unveiling today. But now feel I need at the very least one more day.
Because what I just shared….to me was beyond big ...and highly important to my heart.
And I don’t desire to shadow that with a quick shift towards the other part!
So I’ll be here...now more open than I’ve ever before been, with my heart leading with love through each moment; no longer waiting on when <3
If you’d like to make sure you hear my next announcement, feel free to subscribe to my blog,
Where I am intending to share my whole heart along with my personal journey <3
And if subscribing isn’t for you, I’ll be here too. Til there’s nothing left but variations of unconditional love,
Showering our heads and hearts with beliefs aligned with the Sacred Divine Nature we are all of
All the Love, All the Hugs & All the Courage
to Live as You Are, while Feeling Free,
